Thanks again. DH is coming with me this time - he's good at talking me down from the ledge.
You want to know a terrible thing? And I'm pretty embarrassed about this, and a little ashamed. I feel jealous when other people post that they passed and I know I have a butt load of congratulations to offer when I can face it.
Thanks for being there, all, and I hope for understanding that I'm a selfish witch right now.