I am SO overwhelmed! We have so many tests to do, so many classes to go to (ALL CRAMMED TOGETHER!) and a cumulative final that I have YET to start studying for! I feel like the entire semester is crammed into these last few weeks. I graduate May 18th. Hearing all this talk about what it's REALLY like to be a nurse, going to interviews, realizing that I will be a nurse in a few weeks... I can't handle it!!!!! I've had panic attacks, I've cried, I've doubted myself millions of times. I went through two years of school, I survived, only to now think do I even want to be a nurse?!?! This last kick of school might kill me, and if that doesn't, I fear that I won't even be able to survive as a nurse. It's so scary! I'm a naturally shy and timid, non-aggressive person. I will have to overcome that very quickly. Just thinking of everything that I will have to do, and have to learn to do that I never learned in school... AHHH!!!! Is this normal???