http://allnurses.com en Sat, 21 Nov 2009 14:25:31 GMT vBulletin 60 http://img.an-file.info/misc/rss.jpg http://allnurses.com http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/states-no-felony-440209-new.html Sat, 21 Nov 2009 00:10:34 GMT I was revoked in Arizona 6 yrs ago, I am now booze-free 2-yrs.I wanted to re-instate but they say I... I was revoked in Arizona 6 yrs ago, I am now booze-free 2-yrs.I wanted to re-instate but they say I must wait 5-yrs after having the charge(DUI,felony) set-aside/exponged. I know all states do not bar felons from applying, I believe there's no waiting period for California, I also have to deal with the dreaded OIG exclusion list amongst other things.I was placed on the OIG list for drinking on the job, I never had any issues with narcotics at all.

I just want to return to work and live a peaceful life, so I may have to re-locate, don't think I can wait 5-yrs to start the process which would include a refresher,etc,etc.

Any help appreciated, I was thinking maybe there was a list!!!! :D ]]> wrpol http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/states-no-felony-440209.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/ipn-and-work-439976-new.html Thu, 19 Nov 2009 15:27:51 GMT Hi, I am new to IPN and am patiently waiting to return to work (patiently=3 months). I tested... Hi,

I am new to IPN and am patiently waiting to return to work (patiently=3 months). I tested positive on for marijuana on a drug test after I was called in for investigation because I was an outlier on our floor for distributing narcotics. Nothing has come of the narcotic investigation (because I really was administering these medications- we had chronic pain individuals on our floor), however, I resigned from my job because I felt the situation was handled poorly. Unfortunately, my drug screen came up positive for marijuana use, in which I self-reported to IPN, have refrained from work, and am currently complying to everything they've asked of me. I know that I can't work but have been going on interviews. I have 2 jobs set up but am unsure of what exactly I have to tell a future employee of my involvement. I have not yet signed the IPN contract, and they have not been supportive of my questions or need to expedite the process so I can RETURN to work.

Has anyone found problems revealing their involvement with IPN to future employers even if they are not required to take random drug tests or have no limitations on their jobs? Has anyone been placed in a similar situation? I honestly only have one year of experience, and have not had any positive reinforcement from this program? I thought IPN was supposed to help nurses? Has anyone ever had an employer be supportive of their involvement, or has it only hindered your/their career? I really feel alone in this matter if anyone could offer their help, it would be greatly appreciated. THANKS! ]]> KLM123 http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/ipn-and-work-439976.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/recreational-thc-now-438237-new.html Tue, 10 Nov 2009 19:17:01 GMT Well...... hello new friends!

As a "new" Registered Nurse of 2 1/2 years @ 43 years old, a part of my "previous life" did not fall away as completely as it should have. A phone call was made ( and I strongly suspect this was by a co-worker who knew too much of my personal life, and who was increasingly aggressive and confrontational with me at work over the last several months.... regardless of that fact, however, I OWN this now and here I am.... )

This occured last Thursday. I was escorted to HR by mgmt., and then went to give blood & urine. Prior to this, when asked by HR if I "thought it could be positive" I simply, honestly stated, "Yes, it's possible." I did this because I truly feel I have nothing to hide, and I have already been fussed at for #1.) Admitting this - - but if my credibility is all I have, it MUST remain intact!!!! and #2.) For not resigning before submitting to testing. Hmmm...... never occured to me, and seems a wee bit shady anyway......

I know the test will come back (+) and have already made initial calls to IPN to self-report and to an attorney who advised me and told me to call her if things with IPN get bad.... (((( ?!?!?!?! :eek: )))) I am fully trusting this process and HOPE I am not naive in doing so....... All that is in my head is "BE HONEST! BE HONEST!! THIS HAS HAPPENED AND YOU HAVE TO OWN IT!!!! :cry:

I see alot of good & bad posts about IPN but what gives me hope is the people that say, "Do what they tell you & you will be OK" or "It's hard, but it becomes a way of life and you can do it" or "you will be stronger" or "the time will pass anyway"

The journey and success of becoming an RN changed my life in many profound ways and I will do everything in my power to protect & preserve my license!!!! NOTHING matters more.... I am NOT struggling with concerns of withdrawal or replacing my "buzz" in any way...... I am not sipping wine as I write this!!!

I am also pretty hopeful, as the attorney stated if I am diagnosed at a level that is a need for "Education" and is not addiction/dependancy, that this is taken into consideration.....

Is anyone else in a similar situation?!?!?! A first-time offender, recreational user, no polysubstance use...... I would love to connect with those in a similar situation........... I know this is going to take months to start and years to end...... I would appreciate any and all feedback.......!!!!!

Thank you for listening to my story and I wish you well!!!!!!!!:redbeathe ]]> http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/recreational-thc-now-438237.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/any-nj-nurse-437647-new.html Sun, 08 Nov 2009 08:21:41 GMT when you are in ramp. does this stipulation appear in your license or online. for example i had a... when you are in ramp. does this stipulation appear in your license or online. for example i had a private letter agreement with the nj board to enroll in ramp. while in ramp i moved to tx. in nj it did not appear in the license but here in tx it does appear as a "stipulation". I hope this is ok to ask here. does anyone know why??? ]]> ercrazy http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/any-nj-nurse-437647.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/desperate-get-off-437437-new.html Sat, 07 Nov 2009 05:43:54 GMT I want to get off this maintenance dose of suboxone. My doctor seems to think that I shoul stay on... I want to get off this maintenance dose of suboxone. My doctor seems to think that I shoul stay on it for longer. I wish I would've never listened to my doctor about continuing it for so long. 2 years already. I have been tapering myself off of it. This medicine has created problems for me. I want to work and I don't think tpapn will allow me to do this while on sub. My family doesn't understand the med. It has helped me also. I don't high off of it or anything it just helps me feel "normal". whatever normal is. anyone on this med will understand what I'm saying. I tried to educate my family about sub but they just don't want to bother listening. has anyone ever been sucessful on geting off this med completely?? How hard was it. I have been free form any other meds for almost 3 years. Any advice. What should I do????. Also I have a job offer in houston for $29/ hr. I have9 years exp. in er/ crit care. Should we accept any offers even if it is unfairly low rate just because we are on tpapn??? Do employers try to offer tpapn nurses a lower pay rate than what they would pay a nurse not on tpapn. any advice is appreciated. If I am successful at getting off sub, how long does it show up in a urine test for sub. Does tpapn test your urine or sub??? ]]> ercrazy http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/desperate-get-off-437437.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/maintenance-suboxone-dose-437336-new.html Fri, 06 Nov 2009 18:33:00 GMT Im have to enroll in tpapn and have been on maitenance dose of suboxone. Im trying to taper off to... Im have to enroll in tpapn and have been on maitenance dose of suboxone. Im trying to taper off to get off of it completely. what do i tell tpapn. i need to work soon. been out of work for over 1 year because i relocated to houston. I'm afraid they won't let me work right away. i was working in my previous state while under a recovery program and under subooxone because they allowed it. is it really difficult to get off suboxone. and how long does it show up in a urine test for sub after you get off of it? also does anyone know what the hourly rate is here in houston now in 2009. they offered me a job for $28 an hour by a dialysis clinic. i have 9 years expr in er and was making much more than that in my previous state. is this a fair rate??? any help would greatly be appreciated. ]]> ercrazy http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/maintenance-suboxone-dose-437336.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/yipee-437047-new.html Thu, 05 Nov 2009 20:15:06 GMT So I was absolutely down,having been basically begging at multiple job interviews just for the... So I was absolutely down,having been basically begging at
multiple job interviews just for the chance to prove myself.
I just got the call....I GOT A JOB !!!!!!!!!!!!
I am sooooooooooooooo happy!
I just had to share
Thanks to all that kept me in their thoughts. ]]> sheilagh http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/yipee-437047.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/getting-cleared-work-436549-new.html Tue, 03 Nov 2009 21:19:30 GMT Hello all, it has been quite a while since I have been here. I completed my inpatient treatment,... Hello all, it has been quite a while since I have been here. I completed my inpatient treatment, my IOP, and stepping down to general outpatient. I have been told that in the near future I am going to get the ok to seek employment. I will have 6 month controlled substance restriction. Any tips out there in seeking a job as far as the interview process goes....i.e lapse in employment, explaining the restriction, convincing them of my confidence in my recovery...any help would be appreciated! ]]> PetrifiedRN http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/getting-cleared-work-436549.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/greenville-spartanburg-sc-436521-new.html Tue, 03 Nov 2009 18:38:55 GMT Can anyone recommend good women's meetings in the Greenville/Spartanburg area of SC for a friend of Bill W.?

We're scheduled to be relocated there in the next 2 weeks, so I'm planning ahead.

Got my meeting schedules and a few numbers from ladies I met on the last visit there, already. Looking forward to a new area, and making some more friends!

Be blessed!
Sober since 2-21-2007:spin: ]]> shugrr22107NA http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/greenville-spartanburg-sc-436521.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/licensure-endorsement-states-436141-new.html Mon, 02 Nov 2009 06:54:28 GMT Anyone ever had to deal with endorsement licenses (not original state) while probated in original... Anyone ever had to deal with endorsement licenses (not original state) while probated in original state? Esp if you have not worked there in years? ]]> coco3299 http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/licensure-endorsement-states-436141.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/very-depressed-dont-435615-new.html Fri, 30 Oct 2009 17:34:34 GMT Hi All, I wrote a long time ago and told my story, I had diverted meds back in 2004 and was... Hi All, I wrote a long time ago and told my story, I had diverted meds back in 2004 and was arrested in 2005, went to court in 2006 and was placed on probabtion and completed it successfully. I had already completed the BON program for 1 year in 2005 and thought my "mistake" was over and I could move on in my life...I ended up with a misdeamnor but I cant get a job and have been unemployed since 8/1/08. Ive been a nurse for almost 10 years and its all Ive ever wanted to do, not being able to work as a nurse is like losing a family member to death for me, Im lost,depressed, and I feel worthless because I know Im a good nurse.. Im a RN and have 5 kids on my own and my house is in foreclosure and I cant find a job doing anything...and I have to go in front of the board to talk about the probation thing...I had already renewed my license,,,so anyways...I feel like Im washed up as far as ever working as a nurse and my life is basically in ruins..all I have left is my kids..Im not asking for any legal advice, just wanted to know if anyone else had ever been in my shoes and had the sun come out at some point? thanks for listening... ]]> tiak41 http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/very-depressed-dont-435615.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/hello-thank-you-435352-new.html Thu, 29 Oct 2009 20:19:02 GMT Hi everyone, I am new to this site, 10 months in recovery, and fairly new to having a contract... Hi everyone,
I am new to this site, 10 months in recovery, and fairly new to having a contract with the WA st. board, oh, and also almost finished with my year long felony drug court:yeah: I have just recently started looking for a job (my first while in the program) and am not having any luck. I have been feeling quite discouraged and depressed, but finding this board and reading all of your posts leaves me feeling a little more hopeful and I know that I am not alone in this fight. Thank you ]]> DeAnnaLPN http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/hello-thank-you-435352.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/my-story-where-435217-new.html Thu, 29 Oct 2009 12:34:30 GMT Good morning AN Recovery forum!!! I've been thinking about posting this for a long time! You'll never know how much this forum helped me through the last six months of my life. So I'll share my story with you now and maybe you can give me some advice/encouragement about what's coming next. Oh I live in Ohio, if that makes any difference.

I was caught diverting back in April. Honestly, I hadn't been doing it for very long (had surgery back in Feb, so had my own rx for awhile, so probably started in March, caught in April) so I was grateful to get caught before I was too sick to accept the help. I had an inkling that perhaps I wasn't in control (funny statement that, it's totally obvious AFTER the fact, but while I was living it I didn't see it) but was really too afraid to ask for help. I know, right, like it was better to get in TROUBLE than to ask for help? Well that is part of the disease, I think.

My facility was very kind and understanding. I'd been a great employee for about 12 years nearly blemish free, loved by patients, docs, coworkers, decorated with excellence awards, etc. (not bragging, just sayin!) They let me go encouraging me to get help and maybe come back one day. They also did not deny me unemployment benefits, which of course was a lifesaver for me.

Oh, my husband knew NOTHING of what I was doing. NOTHING. So it was a bit of a shock when this all came down. My marriage suffered but thankfully is much stronger today.

I went into psychiatry (I must have been crazy, right?!) but didn't find that to be a great fit for me. The BON, in fact, reccommended me to check out a different treatment center, which turned out to be THE place. The place that would definitely save my life. It took me all summer to get through it, but it was so worth it. I plugged into the AA community, made tons of new friends, got an awesome sponsor, and really am getting connected.

Ughhhh, legally, I've been through the wringer too. I was hoping to get the felony taken off, "intervention in lieu", if you go to treatment, you can get the felony expunged based on that. But I didn't get it! I was sentenced to my state's drug court program (CHANCE) after 52 weeks of perfect compliance, the felony will be sealed. It's pretty intensive and verrrrry strict. But nothing I was humanly unable to do. I'm about 3 months into that program.

With the Board, I got into the Alternative Program. Apparently not everyone gets into Alternative, it was quite an extensive application process with face to face interview, and about half don't qualify for it. But if I stay compliant here for 4 years (with early release in three for perfect compliance and a petition process) this too will be removed from my nursing license, and it'll never show up in the future. I'm all plugged in with FirstLab and have to check in every day, which so far, hasn't been a problem for me.

So while I'm only at the foot of this big mountain, I am hopeful. I know it's alot to do, but it all involves doing the next right thing. and obviously it will all be worth it when it's over, clean slate all around.

OH...and as for going back to work. I was allowed to petition for my license (with restrictions, usually six months) THIS MONTH!!!! Well November technically, but I had to write a letter of petition by the first, my sponsor has to write a letter, they'll review my case and let me know, I could be applying and interviewing THIS MONTH. I only pray that my higher power will help me find the job where I'll need to be. My background is med-surg renal and diabetic ed, so of course hemodialysis is a definite option for me. I also really threw myself into my recovery effort so maybe working in acute drug rehab/chemical dependency in some fashion, or crisis center? I know I don't want anything with narc access. Maybe even office nursing?

So. that's where I'm at in my journey. Has anyone else had to go through their state's drug court program? Ah I'm sure I didn't even say so much, it's hard to tell "your story" and keep it condensed. Just, THANK YOU ALL for being here, posting and "speaking" to me even when I was too ashamed and embarrassed to speak up and tell you what I've been through. This forum has been a source of great comfort to me this past six months. xo Michelle ]]> MizChelleRN http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/my-story-where-435217.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/earning-bsn-while-435094-new.html Wed, 28 Oct 2009 21:47:06 GMT I have been reading this board faithfully for a few months. I am just getting started on all this.... I have been reading this board faithfully for a few months. I am just getting started on all this. I am trying to breathe. I am not new to recovery but definitely new to having the board involved. I reported myself after a DUI, this looks like a long road to trudge alone, I'm glad I found you guys. Has any one tried to get into a BSN program while on restriction or contract? If so what schools might I try? Just a one of a million thoughts I have had, since I wont be able to work as a nurse for like a year? Thanks! ]]> debnky http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/earning-bsn-while-435094.html http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/update-434585-new.html Tue, 27 Oct 2009 01:58:56 GMT Hi all! this is a little update on the few turmoils I have shared here thru out the past year...... Hi all!
this is a little update on the few turmoils I have shared here thru out the past year... First of all- I am smoke free for 23 days! No desire whatsoever to smoke again!!! Quite awhile back I posted with questions about helping me with my son. Glad to announce that he had a WONDERFUL aoda counsellor- is now clean, living with his dad, and doing wonderful in his new high school! It is hard to live thru certain things, but keep positive- things really do get better!!! Tomorrow is gonna be a better day- I never used to believe it, but it is true!!! I hope each of you reading this has a wonderful evening and a really great tomorrow!!!!!!!:up: ]]> egglady http://allnurses.com/nurses-and-recovery/update-434585.html