The same thing happened to a co-worker/friend of mine. Her husband shot himself in the bathroom of their home. She returned very quickly because we were her support system and she didn't want to be in the house. It worked for her. The most amazing part of the whole thing is that because, as ER nurses, we work closely with the local fire departments and have a special relationship with them. One of the fire departments actually got together, on their own, and gutted her bathroom and bedroom, totally rearranged everything including the plumbing fixtures so it looked completely different and re-did it completely for free. The ER staff pooled their money and bought her an entire new bedroom suite. It was such a blessing to her.