I'm taking Advance Emergency Medical Trauma Care (AEMTC) for 6 month..class are over,and tommorow and for the next 4 month we are posted to ICU,ER,AMBULANCE,PEADS WARD,HEARTCENTRE,ORTHO and MEDICAL WARD..
I'm so nervous for tommorow...my working experience in ED is just 4 year in private center and I think that my experience is less than my other mate who is working in general hospital which is big and a lot of boom-bass-tick cases.
I feel like my brain is rusted.Because in the class when they are talking about tension pneumothorax,Myocardial infarction,and so so..they talk like a pro...my my..so,while they are out for movie i'm struggling with my books,notes,allnurses.com and other reference..i do envy them...they no need to work so hard but they know-its on their fingertips :|
Tommorow i start my 1st day of posting in ICU..and i hope i can learn a lot of things..but still,I'm so worry to meet the phy in ED (they said he like to ask a lot of question and wont never answer your question but will throw the question back at you---and i heard he is a good Doctor though!)
i don't know what i'm mumbling about...i just worry...