I applied last summer to start the CRNA program June 2012. Unfortunetly I received a letter stating that I was an alternate, meaning if someone drops out I could be chosen. I pretty much had written off going to that school. Well two days ago I found out that I got in. Yes I am very happy however I feel now I have less than two months to get mentally prepared.
I am torn. Part of me wants to do this and the other part of me is saying are you crazy you like your job and your life why change? I feel that if I don't at least try I will always wonder. I mean the worst that could happen is I fail/drop out and I am back where I started right? Just am doubting myself because I didn't intially get in and haven't taken a chemistry class for 8 years and wasn't thrilled about taking it then.
I figure the chances of me getting in again are probably slim to none considering getting in this time was hard enough.
I know in the end it is my decision but any advice would help.
