already started: how's it going?

We already started with chem. And I want to cry. Any others out there having a hard time? It's true that this will totally absorb all your time. I keep thinking maybe I just slipped in here. Hoping things will start to get better.
Having hugh test anxiety, can tell you stuff backwards and forwards but have a mind freeze as soon as I see it on the test. Esp with the pka./ka/pH stuff.