New grads working in nursing home

The patient load is rough. On a good day, I'll have 30 patients. I vary from finishing super late (due to paying too much attention to patients) to finishing on time (and feeling guilty for snapping at patients and rushing off cuz I have no time). My coworkers are set in their shortcutting ways. But they're also helpful when I need answers or support. Students are my saviors!!!! With sooooo many diabetics and gtubes, I'm so glad to see anyone in an all-white uniorm walking thru the doors. This work tends to be too routine. I'm getting tons of practice with passing meds and prioritization and time management. I still feel like I'm missing out on sooooo much!!!! Anyway that's just my experience lol...