Hello everyone, I have been going crazy for a while... first my computer went down and I had to get the hard drive replaced and lost everything I had stored. When I got it fixed I could not log on to allnurses, Thank you Brian for helping me. I just can't tell you all how much I missed this wonderful place. Not being able to log in and read and laugh and cry with you all was very hard for me. I had no idea how much I looked forward to my time alone in my own little world with all of you. NOt sure why I'm writing this except for everyone to know that YOU make a difference in my life and I'm sure many more and even when we dissagree with points of view it still feels good to be a part of this encompasing family we have. So glad to be back.