Well I guess the staff's attitude is the agency nurse should do whatever they don't want to do that shift. I don't mind taking my share of admissions in ICU after I've gotten comfortable with the place and their computer, etc.......but my first shift there?? and every shift? Sometimes 2? I'm good but not that good....it feels like dumping to me. We all know how time consuming the admissions processes are today and someone who doesn't know the place has it even tougher. Add an unstable new patient and...well those of you who are ICU nurses can relate I'm sure.
I have tried to say 'I'm uncomfortable with that' (unstable new admit my first time at this facility) and then I am DNR'd. As I shared before I find this same type thing every ICU I go to these days. Guess its time to do something else for a living as I'm no longer adaptable to this type work environment. I hate the politics of onstaff so that's out too.
I always asked an agency nurse (just like I asked my own staff when I did charge) their comfort level. I never expect a nurse to be comfortable with EVERY situation and tried to make assignments based on skills, experience, and comfort. I never enjoyed my coworkers's discomfort and seems like staff plays games with agency today...I've watched them do this to other agency nurses as well so I don't feel singled out.
I tried to be a nice person to everyone I worked with but I'm not the norm out there anymore. More and more I work with hateful, vicious, bitter people. I'm hating going to work and am fearful the entire time I am there. The hostility is overwhelming.
I cannot do this anymore. Quit the agency today, gonna read a novel, watch some warm fuzzy Christmas specials, bake some cookies for the kids and be good to myself awhile. Then I will look for other options. It will not be in a hospital and maybe not even in nursing.
Whatever has happened to the majority of the nurses out there in my local ICU's I don't know. I can understand their frustration but not when it is directed at coworkers so blatantly.
God Bless all of you who are still hanging in there...I cannot do it anymore. Thanks for letting me vent and come to a decision. It is not worth doing something that makes you feel this bad.
Hope everyone's holiday season is joyful and relaxing. Hugs to all here.
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